Him

Okay so I dont want to just start to right about random stuff about falling and love and crap. i mean konestly, can I trust this guy. but I can truley feels nice to get back to the dating game, not that its a real one of anything, but I mean We are going to see a movie. In a dark place. MAybe in the back. With just the two of us. Thats gott count for something. I want to write his name, but what if this whole "date" is just a one time deal. I dont want to get too far into it. I mean its just two friends hanging on a friday night. But I mean come one, two friends dont hug each other at the waist like that. And I felt super short like really. I'm not used to that. I don't know if it's a good I dea. But it should be fun, I hope.

Oh... but what if he starts to get touchy. My gosh I dont think i'm ready for all that. I mean a kiss goodnight isnt bad or anything but like on the ckeek. but thats all I can handle. I'm not ready for a boyrfriend yet and I really just want to wait till college for one. But I guess hanging out with him for awhile can make this senior year a little bit more exciting. Awwhh I hope tomorrow will be fun! <3 xoxo gossip girl

Betches I Swear

Okay maybe my last post was a little harsh, but come one honestly I'm tired of fake high school bitches who think they are better than everyone. And maybe I'm slightly hypocritical but come one that is just me.

Okay scratch that harsh part. Bitches all of them! I am sick and tired of fucking May, I mean her presence is slowely elevating An status in our used to be group. I really dont like this one bit. When will this terror end. Well I do have a date tomorrow sooo... I guess that kinda makes up for it. I really can't wait for it. I mean just thinking of the hug...bahh I'll talk about it in another post. xoxo gossip girl